i think im gonna stop updating this....its kinda pointless, who wants to read abt what i did during the day...i dont even care....

goodbye xanga

You said yourself before

where are you

im needing yo much more

i bet you never knew

and now everything, its gonna fall apart

i need you here, not just in my heart

this wasnt how its supposed to be

in loving memory

and now im torn in misery

in loving memory

i wont forget you please dont leave

in loving memory

this wasnt how its supposed to be

in loving memory

you said yourself before

where are you

face down on the floor

i bet you never knew

and now everything, is gonna break again

if it just began why did it have to end

this wasnt how its supposed to be

in loving memory

and now im torn in misery

in loving memory

i wont forget you please dont leave

in loving memory

this wasnt how its supposed to be

in loving memory

it wont go away

it wont go away

it wont go away

you wont go away

it wont go away

it wont go away

this wasnt how its supposed to be

in loving memory

and now im torn in misery

in loving memory

i wont forget you please dont leave

in loving memory

this wasnt how its supposed to be

in loving memory

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i felt for sure last night

that once we said good-bye

no one else will know

these lonely dreams

no one else will know that part of me

im still driving away

and im sorry every day

i wont always love these selfish things

i wont always live not stopping

it was my turn to decide

i knew this was our time

no one else will have me like you do

no one else will have me only you

you sit alone forever

you wait for the right time

what are you hoping for

im here and now im ready

holding on tight

dont give away the end

the one thing that stays mine

amazing still it seems

ill be 23

i wont always love what ill never have

i wont always live in my regrets

you sit alone forever

if you wait for the right time

what are you hoping for

im here and now im ready

holding on tight, dont give away the end

the one thing that stays mine

you sit alone forever

if you wait for the right time

what are you hoping for

im here and now im ready

holding on tight, dont give away the end

the one thing thats mine

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these dont really mean anything, i just love them. i might post more of my fave songs as time goes by just as a heads up

Currently Listening Hellogoodbye By Hellogoodbye see related

so amy just took a pic of me in my car? and ill put it up so you guys can see my lovely dark-ish hair...yesterday was my sister liv's b-day and she decided she wanted to go ice skating, so we did and i think timmy is a better ice skater then i am..hes 5..uuh anyways....

*beating hearts baby

tell me is this love for real

beating hearts baby*

 those are all the words to the song i know and those 3 lines have been stuck in my head all day...soo i kinda dont have anything to say...

so heres some pics of this past half a year? well at least since summer anyways

--edit-- ok heres me in my car but u cant tell that my hairs diff.....

amys b-day outside ihop at flippin 5 in the morning

those last two are me and lindz. were pretty emo in case you didnt already know

 that was before we painted lindz room

L-R kels, whit, amy, me, kat, blaire

jo was just askin for it with this one

haha thats kat tryin to act like shes drunk?

try not to be surprised at how cool we are

and thats pretty much september through now, ill put more when amy gets her camera developed b/c shes had that thing for a couple of months now so theres bound to be something good on it

later guys

Currently Listening The Question By Emery so cold i could see my..... see related

ohh man so i dyed my hair, nothing to drastic just from light mahogany brown to dark mahognay brown?? well point being its darker now and it looks ok, in birght lights its pretty dark and almost jos color..or lindz new color??  im still getting used to it whenever i look in the mirror sooo anyways......

6 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS!!

haha im still at kats house in brandons boxers and a sweatshirt while amy is rockin the sweatpants and katy tigers hoodie and kat stlyes the pre-flood look in plaid pants that barely reach the top of the ankle and a yellow notre dame sweatshirt...needless to say we didnt go to bed tell maybe 4 or 5 and woke up at flippin 9 o'clock in the morning..and now i kinda wanna go running to kick off the start of official workout week!! ya, like im actually gonna workout over break but its worth a shot....